Nadaan Parinde - an urge to return to your home

पता है , यहाँ से बहुत दूर, गलत और सही के पार, एक मैदान है.. मैं वहां मिलूंगा तुझे...

If one thinks of self-destruction then the result will probably be like Janardhan a.k.a Jordan. All that Jordan ever wanted was a pain to grope the music inside him. Janardhan didn't know that his search for pain will lead him to restlessness. Throughout his life, he was running behind success and fame until he meets her Heer. There comes a moment in his life when he is at the verge of losing Heer. At this moment Jordan realizes that what only matters to him is Heer. He does not want his heart to get broken. He couldn't imagine his life without Heer. Every other thing then becomes monotonous for him.

Nadaan Parinde- this song is about getting freedom, freedom of choosing your own path, freedom of love. The song describes Jordan's situation in life. He is burning inside and looking for calmness. He wants to be at peace. 

क्यों देश विदेश फिरे मारा
क्यूँ हाल विहाल थका हारा
क्यों देश विदेश फिरे मारा
तू रात बरात का बंजारा

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It describes Jordan's condition beautifully. He is asking himself what has happened to you? Why are you wandering from one place to another? Why are you acting like this? What is the reason behind this restlessness? Why are you lost? Why you can't control your emotions? 

सौ दर्द बदन पे फैले हैं
हर करम के कपडे मैले हैं

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Have a look at yourself. You are hurt and you have countless wounds. While doing your deeds you have completely ruined your image in front of this world. You were seeking their love but you ended up gaining their hatred.

काटे चाहे जितना
पारो से हवाओं को
खुद से ना बच पायेगा तू
तोड़ आसमानो को
फूँक दे जहानो को
खुद को छुपा ना पायेगा तू

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You may revolt and burn this world or you may even cut the winds and break the skies. But this time you won't be able to hide from yourself. It's the end from which you are running.

कोई भी ले रास्ता तू है तू ले हस्ता
अपने ही घर आएगा तू

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You can't pretend this time and pretending won't help anymore. You can take any path you wish but ultimately it will lead you to you. At the end of the day, you have your emptiness with you. You have to accept the truth and move on. You have to accept it and face yourself now.

कागा रे कागा रे मोरी इतनी अरज
तोसे चुन चुन खाइयो मांस
अरजिया रे खाईयों
न तू नैणा मोरे
खाईयों न तू नैणा मोरे
पिया के मिलन की आस

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Jordan is requesting the birds that they may take everything from his body but to leave his eyes at least. As these eyes are longing for his beloved and he still has a wish to see his beloved. 

There comes a moment when the audience chants ओ नादान परिंदे घर आजा..घर आजा घर आजा घर आजाI at this moment Jordan realises. He can't escape from himself anymore and what he has destroyed can never be restored.

This is a tale of true love because even after Heer leaves the world Jordan still sees her with his eyes. This was a result of the longing of his love.

Jordan and Heer make a promise to each other to meet at a place which is far beyond this world, where no boundaries and society will stop them to stay together. Jordan assures Heer that..

पता है , यहाँ से बहुत दूर, गलत और सही के पार, एक मैदान है.. मैं वहां मिलूंगा तुझे...